making some unfortunate decisions;
recently. and i feel wicked guilty about them. i’m not even gonna get into what they are because that’s something that i’ll just hold onto myself, because it’s really nobody else’s business. but i still feel like an asshole. not that i’ve really done anything wrong, but still. it’s that yearning feeling that’s scaring me. i was yearning to do something i knew was wrong. and i don’t like that. so that’s stopping.
i’m not gonna lose the best thing that’s ever happened to me because i’m being stupid. legit. that’s the only excuse to anything recently. i’m just stupid. lol. however, i feel like it’s just a phase, so i think i’ll be good within the week once i get back into the swing of life and working and such.
i have a busy next few days as well, so i’m sure that’ll help me.
tonight: jared’s house when he gets out of school.
thursday: coming home from jared’s before noon. coffee. shower. hair appointment at three thirty. :)
friday: appointment with beland for financial aid.
weekend to myself. then i start work again next monday. exciting life. lol.
